Another day in the life

Is it a sad thing that the holidays has past me by and all it did was remind me how lonly I am . I know I dont need someone in my life to make me feel happy but not having anyone can show how alone one person can be. It doesnt help that my ex is with someone new, I do wish her the best I do, but I wonder why alot of times. It is one of those questions I guess I will never truly have the answer for.