What is going on?

Okay for the last three days me and the "girl" have been working out everyday. Spending lots of time together and tonight there were many times where I was wanting to kiss her. I didnt but I definitely wanted to. She has been wanting to get back in shape to start modeling again. It has been so long maybe someday soon.

A bit of whats going on

I have been mostly writing about life lately in my other blog, Solitary Man because it has caused alot of thinking on the part of this single guy. First off women drive me nuts. I never know how to go from being a friend to being more. There is a girl that I like and I think she likes me, I think and so do others, and this is frustrating. I hate the not knowing for sure, the wondering, the could bes, and the games my mind plays on me. The worst thing I can have is hope because my mind will run with it. There is this girl granted she is a bit of a air head but she will be the first to tell you she is. She is beautiful and fun to be around and she makes me happy. Right now everything is very innocent heck we haven't even held hands yet. It is nice to feel that hope again, I hope it works.